Jan 20, 2013

would you wait me at the other side?

While listening to DARK PARADISE by Lana Del Rey, buat aku terpikir si arwah. 4 bulan 12 hari, sejak you left us didi.

All my friends tell me I should move on
I’m lying in the ocean, singing your song
Ahhh, that’s how you sing it
Loving you forever, can’t be wrong
Even though you’re not here, won’t move on
Ahhh, that’s how we play it

Everytime I close my eyes
It’s like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side
Everytime I close my eyes

it makes me think, why should i be scared that you won't wait for me??
the answer was there..
even before you are gone.
no one knows the truth and aku tak rasa aku boleh handle another one.
maybe it sounds silly, but...
even time does fly, the scars will never be gone.

Didi, even min dah ada apis. I just wanna love him, for who he is. Not because i see you in him.

Kadang2 semua pengorbanan dia, i can't help thinking yang dia buat semua tu untuk tebus semua kesalahan didi pada min.

                                  AL - FATIHAH..